हे केतकी!

हे केतकी!

तेरी एक अतुलनीय अच्छाई........
वो जो तेरी खुशबु है
अनेक बुराइयौं पर भारी पड़ती है !!! 

Dilemma of A ‘Seeker’

Preoccupied for last four decades with ‘Grihastha Ashram’, recently decided to read in depth our spiritual sacred books, ever since then a guilt feeling has developed that not only wasted complete life in the mundane activities but may not be able to comprehend fully the philosophy and the deep enlightening meaning therein in these philosophical treatise and apply them fully to this span of life in the whatever left over time before go for deep slumber.

The dilemma is...How to get rid of this guilt feeling and manage the left over time to gain the full knowledge and apply it in this journey of life?